made a promise.gonna keep it.

*ppl say,promises are always meant to
be broken but they're not.

_____alritey.today,i didnt go to school had a slight fever,flu n these stoopid cramps tat were killing me.considering all tat,i still headed down to the airport to send marilyn,mabel's sister,off.she was leaving to go back to nz.belive it or not,ill miss her like craziee.well.i guess tats jus the way it is wen someone's ard quite often.u kinda get attached to dem,used to them always being ard.it's kinda silly don yo[u] think?wells.hope she copes alrite wen she gets back. :] mm hmm.

_____tmr nite[12th feb'2005],i was supposed to ask someone to go to the 50 first dates screening wit me.but due to recent events,i shouldnt.well,plans have been made on the other side.so jus as well, at least one of us has plans.haiz.

_____aniway.back to my "oh-so-tiring" day.we headed for dinner after sending marilyn off.all cried a little.its was my first time crying for someone who i had onli known for such a short period but i guess some ppl jus have an impact on u huh?well.after we ate,we headed hme.juli came over for awhile to pass me my discman.yepp den i sat up in bed for awhile thinking abt things,n esp wat marilyn said to me wen she hugged me be4 she left.well,tats for me to know.hmmm.its kinda difficult to honor her request but ill end up doing it anyway.and i promised her i would.n yo[u] know me n promises yeah?well tats one promise im willing to keep. :]

_____well.since i couldnt slp,i came to blog.but i guess tats it for now. take care ppl! cheers.much love.-inked
"the songs i leave behind here always have smth to say to yo[u].
mahal kita ako."

please dont treat me like a fool-blue
It's been hard wakin' up,
wakin' up to the truth.
I've been so blind,couldn't see for love no.
Tried my best to ignore it,
wish the pain away.
But just like tomorrow,
its coming round again.

[chorus]
So darling,please don't treat me like a fool.
Its been hard enough for me,getting over you.
Darling please don't treat me like like you do.
I'll be damned if I am gonna let ya,
Damned if I don't forget ya.
So please don't treat me - like a fool.

Thought I gave you the best,but it wasn't enough.
You took advantage of my trusting heart.
Tried my best to forgive you,did my best to forget.
I am done with the tears and there are no regrets.

-chorus

I know I'll be reaching out to touch you in the night.
Holding on to the memories,
Cos you're not here to hold me tight.
You lied when you told me,It hurt to be apart.
When all the lying you're doing is in someone else's arms.

-chorus

over and over-nelly
Cause its all in my head,I think about it over and over again.
And I can’t keep picturing you with him.
And it hurts so bad, yeah.
Cause it’s all in my head,I think about it over and over again.
I replay it over and over again,
And I can’t take it yeah,I can’t shake it.
Nooo.

I can’t wait to see you.
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes.
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes.
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time,
Being mad about the same things.
Over and over again,About the same things.
Over and over again.

Ohh,But I think she’s leaving.Ooh man she’s leaving.
I don’t know what else to do(I Can’t go on not loving you)

-chorus

remember the day you left.
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me.
When you said that u would leave.
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything.
But I see clearly now And this choice I made keeps playing in my head.
Over and over again,Playing my head.
Over and over again.

Ohh,I think she’s leaving.Ooh man she’s leaving.
I don’t know what else to do(I Can’t go on not loving you)
-chorus

Now that I’ve realized that I’m going down,
From all this pain you’ve put me through.
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down,oh.
I can’t go on not loving you.

-chorus x2